ramadhan is difficult

i  think in ramadhan i was very tired and  not to happy  and i was very  lazy to sembahyang tarawih @_@. must i to change  all of it in ramadhan??  if  you ask i can but it  is neverless to change. i must find my specialisation to teach . i want t o give up in this day.i  thing ramadhan is a good month to a good advice to change your clean your heart and start from new